Tears may seem like such an odd thing to have for a Time for Me Thursday, but today they're just what I need. Ever since Mid-April, I've had all this emotion that I've been bottling up inside of me so that I could get things accomplished. Last night, I realized that the dam was about to break. It was starting to leak and we all know that when an emotional dam breaks, it's a very messy thing and it affects everyone around us. So, today, I gave my permission to pick up my teddy bear, to climb back into bed and for one hour, to just cry, to grieve, to let some of that go. For those who don't know, I've had some major upsets in my personal life and in the past 6 months, I've had 2 friends and the wife of a good friend die. The move was incredibly stressful and I'm back to stressing about money and how I'm going to pay all the bills until I find a job in the fall. So, today..tears are what I'm giving myself. I'm giving myself permission to just open the floodgates and let as much of it out as I can before it's time to go back to tackling Mt. Washmore and my two amazing little boys.
Tears may seem like such an odd thing to have for a Time for Me Thursday, but today they're just what I need. Ever since Mid-April, I've had all this emotion that I've been bottling up inside of me so that I could get things accomplished. Last night, I realized that the dam was about to break. It was starting to leak and we all know that when an emotional dam breaks, it's a very messy thing and it affects everyone around us. So, today, I gave my permission to pick up my teddy bear, to climb back into bed and for one hour, to just cry, to grieve, to let some of that go. For those who don't know, I've had some major upsets in my personal life and in the past 6 months, I've had 2 friends and the wife of a good friend die. The move was incredibly stressful and I'm back to stressing about money and how I'm going to pay all the bills until I find a job in the fall. So, today..tears are what I'm giving myself. I'm giving myself permission to just open the floodgates and let as much of it out as I can before it's time to go back to tackling Mt. Washmore and my two amazing little boys.
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