Tuesday, January 17, 2012

# austin # death

Today I..

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Today, I woke up exhausted. Today, I feel like the world is closing in on me. Today, I want to be happy. Today, I want to curl up in someone's arms and be protected from the world. Today, I weep. Today, I mourn for the loss of one so small.

Today, through the pain, I am thankful. I am thankful for his brothers. Today, I am thankful for the beautiful souls that surround me when I allow them near. Today, I am not alone. I am never truly alone.

Today, I will cry. Today, I will look towards the heavens and wonder why. I will always wonder why. Today, life stands still and yet, life moves on. Today, I say farewell all over again..


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Jeff said...

My first thought was to say "I know how you feel" but that's not quite right. I can relate, most definitely, and can put my own personal interpretations on the words you write. It seems as if days like this bring us back to "Today" as it were when most days we're completely immune to everything, thinking of things needing to be done for the future or compensating for past mistakes. I know all too well that our emotions will eventually surface, but that's ok. Those times when we start to feel too much just remind us that we're human.

Andrea said...

Love you darling!!!!!

Pipi said...

wrapping you in hugs and support. <3

Make It Happen Mama said...


Heather said...

Damn it sis if i knew that your blog was going to make me cry i would never have come to read it..i remember that day all to well..if i could i would hug you and hold you and let you cry on my shoulder..i know i dont say it enough but I love you..no one can ever replace you..

TishaMarie said...

Nothing I can do but offer you a great big cyber hug

TishaMarie said...

Nothing I can do but offer you a great big cyber hug

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