2012 is Gone...It's Time to Move On...

Posted by Katrina Roets at 3:56 PM

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

I'm here..and I'm alive and that's a wonderful, wonderful thing. 2012 did it's best to knock me down but I'm happy to say that through it all, I managed to keep getting up. There were days and moments when I wasn't honestly sure that was going to be possible. Life has a knack of continuing to roll on even when you're begging it to stop, even for a moment, so that you can catch your breath.

I watched as those that I loved passed on whether in the sense of heaven or in the sense of they just no longer wanted to be a part of my life.I watched as those that I trusted and thought would be major parts of my support network proved themselves to be hypocrites. I watched as my own mental and then physical health deteriorated. It seemed just as I'd get one on an even keel, the other would dip. There were times when it felt like bailing water with a holey bucket. It was a rough year.

It wasn't all bad though. I also watched as my fledgling idea for a website grew into a reviewing "machine" with a staff of half a dozen people. I watched as my baby took his first steps into athletics and fell in love with football. I watched as my oldest took on new challenges. I watched as people that I barely knew rallied around me and held me up when I thought there was no chance I could stand. I watched as people that I've known for years suddenly appear back in my life just when I needed them. I got to experience more hugs, more laughs and more smiles. I got to experience more love.

Life is never all good or all bad. If you look, even in the worst times, there are sparks of goodness. I don't know what 2013 will bring. However, without a doubt, I know that there will be love and laughter. I know that my little site will grow or it won't, but that there are those working hard on it. I know that even in the bad times, there are those who have it so much worse than I do. I have a roof over my head and food on my table. I have friends who love me and who don't hesitate to tell me so.

I don't have resolutions. I'm not going to resolve to do something better. I'm simply going to be better. I'm going to be a better me. I'm going to focus on the good and on what I can control. I'm going to continue to simplify our lives and our home. I'm going to be healthier and I'm going to be happier. I'm going to love more openly. There will be those who will come and those who will go. Such is life. If they go, they will go knowing that I was thankful for them. I'm going to read more, relax more, laugh and learn with my children more. I'm going to try new things and I may fail. That's okay. If I fall, the floor will always be there to catch me and those who love me will always be there with a hand back up.


That's the great thing about life..it's for living. 2012 was dark and grey but today is a new day and this is a new year. I'm not the girl living in the past. I'm the girl living for the now and for the future and the amazing things that it holds. Sure, there will be bumps and bruises but that's just part of the adventure. There will be dark days and days that I wonder if I'll ever see tomorrow. We all have them. They just make us appreciate the sunshiney lovely days all the more. 

So here's to 2013..another year filled with opportunities and love. I hope all of you will join me on the journey.

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3 comments:

Megan said...

I'm glad you kept moving forward. Glad you've ventured into you're site & it's doing well. Good job!

Lena B said...

Moving on is a big one! And I would so support you on reading and relaxing

Andrea said...

I like it!!! This is sounding quiet optimistic and I love it!